therapy..

been wanting to get an ipod lately.. but for some freaky reason, there's no stock in the whole of new zealand!!!!! WHY???!!! i had my hopes up and even planned everything perfectly.. but no... no freaking ipod for me.. haiz.. so a very very sad me wanted to do something to make me feel happier.. cant eat.. will get too fat later cant get into aeroplane and go back home.. cant play piano.. not a piano in sight (damn i really miss playing piano!) cant watch tv... no tv for me to watch.. so wat can i do? hmmm... SHOPPING! heheehe.. so off i go... shopping shopping shopping.. very good therapy cuz i felt better after that... love the clothes i got! didn like the bill though.. made me feel crappy again.. maybe i should find a better form of therapy.. hmm..... well.. who's to blame? the crappy apple company for not distributing their ipods fast enough and not meeting their shipment dates! the lazy dealers in new zealand for not ordering more stock! and the greedy person who bought the last freaking ipod!!!!!! i wanna freaking ipod!!!!